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Anonymous asked:

i just recently had an abortion over the weekend and it was great that i had access to it, without it my boyfriend and i would of had to drop out of college and ruin our lives but apparently abortion is sooo wrong when its not even a baby, its a parasite made of cells that have no feelings that is leaving my body, people like you make me sick‏


When I first read this post, I thought I would just delete it like the rest. I know your intentions were to cause me suffering, and if causing me suffering means you win, then I guess you have. To be honest, lying in this hospital bed, it is young women like you that I think about the most.

I was once like you. I was once told that aborting my children was the answer to my life. I was once told that my boyfriend too would have to drop out of the University he attended, and I wouldn’t be able to attend the following year after I graduated from High School. The funny thing was, because of my son, my ex-boyfriend and I qualified for several grants and scholarships. In fact, I’m one of the few people I know that was able to go to school without taking out student loans. Which is probably why I’m a home owner at 26.

I was once like you. “Its a clump of cells,” they told me. “Its a parasite,” they said. When scientifically speaking, that’s inaccurate. It is a fetus, or an unborn human being. I know a human becomes easier to kill once you label it something else. This is called dehumanization. You don’t need to dehumanize the unborn human being, you can just call it what it is; you aborted an underdeveloped human being.

As I look into my sons eyes, I don’t see a parasite, or a clump of cells. I see a brown haired, fair skin, goofy 8 year old human being. I see a human being with the exact same body as the one they called a parasite when it was in my womb. His body grows a little more every year, and every year he gets stronger. “Mom, let me help you with that.” he says, as I struggle to carry bags into the house. “Mom, wait, I’ll get it for you,” he says, as he jumps in front of me to reach for the door to open it. His body is more developed, that’s for sure, but it it the same as it was when it was tiny and growing inside me.

I was once like you. “It will ruin your life,” they said. “You’re a child yourself”, they said. That’s the strangest. As I lie in this hospital bed, at risk of death, I have no fear. I am 26 years old, and have absolutely nothing more that I could ask for to make me happier. If keeping my son ruined my life, then why do I have everything I want? Why am I so content with my short life, if it was ruined the day he was born? The love and happiness I have experienced in my short life, is enough to feel fulfilled, complete. My life is beautiful, and my children were the ones that made it that way.

When I cry, my children burry their heads on my chest, wipe my tears with their tiny fingers. When I smile, they run to me, wrap their arms around me, lean back and giggle. What have they destroyed in my life besides all that was bitter, hateful and selfish? Besides all those awful parts of me they peeled away with their tenderness, and gentleness.

I’m sorry that when you terminated your pregnancy, you felt nothing, and I’m afraid that is where we are different. I couldn’t bring myself to dehumanize the tiny human being inside my body, even though it was under developed, dependent and inconvenient. I felt. And I’m the one who feels for you now. I can feel the loss for your unborn human being.

I know you assume I think I’m “better then you”. But it’s exactly the opposite. As I lay here in this bed, ready to give my life for the child inside of me right now, it isn’t just because its my child. It’s because it is a human being. I am willing to die for an underdeveloped, dependent and inconvenient human being, because that human is my equal. You are my equal, your child is my equal, and I don’t have it in me to view my life as more valuable then anyone else’s. I can’t use any reason to take an innocent human being, dehumanize it, and place it under me. And I don’t want to.

I’m sorry that people like me make you sick, but I think if you really new me, you wouldn’t feel that way. Maybe if you knew me, you could see that my life is beautiful and wonderful just like yours, and just like every human being. I believe that your life is precious, and you were made for more love then you comprehend, and I’m so sorry you can’t see the value of life.

Life is precious. It is a divine right, it is so precious that I would be willing to die if that is the cost for another to live.

Months from now, I hope that you read this and I’m living with my new beautiful child, in my modest house, with the rest of my family, but if I’m not, I want you to remember that it made me happy to risk my life for another human being, and I would gladly do it even for someone who was sickened by me; I would even do it for you.

Life is invaluable.



* IshiHime ->  4ever and ever. SPESHUL BABIES! <3 <3. What I LOVE about IshiHime?

Ishida and Orihime together, they have a thing that makes me love them, no one can catch my hearth like them when they share panel time… my heart flutters and my ideas just reproduce themselves xD They are so right for each other, no matter if one part of the ship hasn’t noticed the other one. It adds more emotion to things and when Kubo is in charge, you get high, awesome drama plus a great work onto relationships and the characters themselves + expressions.

I got that during the Lust mini-arc.

Everytime they share panel time, you discovere something new and remember why you love them all over again: like Ishida being the one touching her, even if sometimes he does without noticing and Orihime thinking both are weird ppl xD and that’s not a bad thing! And that Ishida is not the only one being protective, Orihime is also protective of him too. ANd that maybe Ori is not only happy for Ishida being friends with Kurosaki but also because Uryuu is being honest with himself instead of being “we are eneeemies”; let’s not forget she can read this guy better than anyone. 

I keep in love *_*


*RenRuki -> After IshiHime, it was my fav pairing during SS. I still like them.

I think childhood friends is my thing, at least in Bleach ^^, I have plenty of material to work with, from the childhood friends to the unrequited love, the princess and the tramp cliché, the long time friends, both being shinigami, etc, as I said, plenty of stuff to work with and nice panel time in the current arc. Canon? who cares about canon? I like them! I ship them! :DDD

* GinRan -> One of my fav ships during the SS arc. In their few moments together, you could truly see how different she was for him unlike the rest of the world; he scared, manipulated and mindfucked everyone around him, but never Rangiku, Rangiku was special. Their sad ending thanks to Gin close mindedness truly fucked what would be a beautiful pairing :( dammit Gin! I like them, still.

* IchiTatsu: If Rukia wasn’t his destined one, man this would be the SHIP. Strong willed and bossy girls are Ichigo’s favorite girls IMHO. And she is so perfect since she has know him for so long. They both have attitude, are strong and ready to protect their loved ones; they would be a match made in heaven *u* I would be so happy with this.


* IchiHime -> I don’t hate it, what I hate are other things, but not this ship by itself; there are a lot of reasons but in the end it can be reduced at the fact that for me: they don’t work well together, there is not a connection and don’t appeal to my tastes and my muses aren’t cooperative towards them. So don’t like, as simple as that.


IchiIshi —> PERFECTION! Although they can be considered my yaoi OTP, but canonically, they are THE BROTP. I love the the canon and fanon version of their relationship, they have enough material to work with, they are amazing together, funny and really good friends who care for eaach other, is a genuine love which is more than a romantic aspect or some so called “sexual tension”. It’s the kind of love that makes you go the extra mile for that person, to truly understand and truly care. I wuv these bros :3 

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